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Thursday, December 15, 2011

Denial!

While in courtship, love & romance take on different notes. Sometimes they bring on elation and invite adernaline rush while at other times they drain out all signs of pleasure and leave the lovers love-lorn. Then 'tis the time lowliness takes over, howls the tide of emotions that reaches zenith just to touch nadir next. Sometimes the love-sick instance transforms the jilted one into a poet, an amazing juggler of words. Same happens with Rose, who in the memory of Bhagya (Lucky) composes the following verses:-
DENIAL
Years of patience with loads of hopes,
Days pass by as she just dotes!
I'm drowning in a surge of emotions,
There she sat, setting my heart in motions!
Glimpses of her make time flies,
Why 'tis so then, she denies?
I followed her one golden afternoon,
My mind oblivious, 'tis a bane or boon!
She turns and there I reveal,
How so deeply, for her I feel!
She gazes, questions unsolved in her eyes,
Why 'tis so then, she denies?
It goes so, now hath come a time,
I wait for her, and act on mime!
Though neuron single knows she not mine,
But 'tis the heart that doesn't stop on pine!
No dearth there lies, dare not she defies,
Why 'tis so then, she denies?
Moment comes and she sits by my side,
Helpless heart, pounding over the tide!
Wonder I, wait I, occur a haphazard,
Fearing o'quirk, swore, niver I desert!
No doubt then lingers in her eyes,
Why 'tis so then, she denies?

Monday, December 5, 2011

Puerile Mess


'tis difficult with you, 'tis impossible without you.
But, 'tis an ease to unravel before you!
Can say beyond friendship, can't see love in grip.
But, I would - A blend in rip!
Chemistry is innate, bond so insensate.
Naught be it, passion gravitate!
Glance, a perplex, makes emotions go wax.
'twill be no more, o' my heart, be relax!
Emotions get twirl, feelings go whirl.
Thanks heaven, bodies ain't in curl!
Resign; tried I a-lot, everytime did, 'tcalled a-shot.
Resolve; heaven or hell, wilt I trot!
Hope I nary, since result can vary.
Hither I leave with, unsolved a query!!!

Emotional Ravings


Mind and heart were not on same road that's why intuition scrambled,
and so the first time we talked, I thought you just babbled.
It was gone in a flick of second,
since your talk was so blatant.
But, somehow words stayed on,
and my heart played on.
Might that be the reason, I'm here,
in for life, with you so near.
Promise has been done and there's no backing away,
words as engraved they are 'twill be like no emotions sway.
'twas hard to commit for a reason, unseen,
but, it became the very reason that kept me, nay, keen.
I'd never taste such a blend,
with no broken promises to mend.
Had you not been there, to hold me tight,
even though many a time, I wasn't so, right.
So. Here I say to you, 'thank you', for bearing,
me, my flickering moods and gale words, 'tmust have served you irrevocable tearing.
Though I see, on your part, don't expect any forwarding action,
as if I needed every bit of that fraction.
Wait, howsoever prolong it may get,
for I refuse to make my decision shed.
Ahh! It was just to remind you that oath,
am in for life, amazingly which I don't loathe.

Friday, December 2, 2011

Tefillah - A Prayer

I hate being in trade. Do you hear?
I hate bargaining.. I hate replacement.. Do you know?
I don't like to be in arguments. I evade from upsetting others. Are you aware?
I am falling in love with pain and desolation. Hardships seem to cross over me. Do you have even an inkling of that?
I am diving in sea of tears. Nothingness is going to swallow me in or I am going to gorge nothingness. Are you informed?
It feels I can hear you, touch you, see you and feel you, but it doesn't seem real. Are you elusive?
I am not dreaming with eyes open. I am not touching with hands vacant. Then, why does it say, real?
They say I look lone and I walk alone. Why then I see the twain?
Tell me you are real, if you could speak!
Show me you are tangible, if you could touch!
'Xplain me u're not a dream, if you couldn't evade!
...and then,
I will believe with the utmost belief,
that you exist.
If...and only if...
You prove me a fere!